MST MST MST MST MST MST MST~~~~
for now its all study study study study and still study -.-
hmmm what i am gonna do after mst??
have not been playing or hanging out lately ):
seems no life man ): projects projects and assignments is tie-ing me down ): 
i missed my outings i missed my gossiping i missed almost everything that i have been doing
for the past sem ):

hello!
went to watch Christmas Carol.
its quite a nice movie provided that it has less talking in it, i almost fell asleep when watching it -.-
there are quite a few parts that is quite creepy and scary
that scare the freak out of the little girl that she cried! poor girl ):
lalalallal~~ what a sian week! study study study study and still study -.-
jia you ba people, exams in two weeks time :D

hiaz another post )):
i feel that i am really really...
i am being clamp in two situation....
tt force me not, not to tell a white lies.
its like i would really wanna tell you what i have been heading to but..
the other side of people wouldn't allow me to.
so what have i got to do?? you tell me lah!
of course i will have to listen to the one who is my.....
i simply cant understand them.,
why must they always have to make us in such a difficult position??
now i am being named and blame ): haiz whats the point?
a bunch of unthoughtful people.
just a few days, its like a tons of stupid stuff happening.
i feel that its really no point, since i have always been the target.
no matter how hard i try or what i do people would sure have some to say.
i cant prevent people from what they say nor can i prevent from whats coming.
all i want is some .................... isit that difficult?
all through these years try ask yourself how have you people been treating me??
i have to swallow all those crap ALL by myself.
not knowing to buy whose stories bewaring of sprouting the wrong words or info.
yup tts the life i have been living all the while!
such a crap!
hiaz i think i better not continue any more :D
i promised this shall be my last post on these type of crap. promised!


p.s : i know i am useless so , i am really grateful for your great help if without you, i wouldn't know how it would be :D thank-you :)

): i am seriously at a lost lost end ):
have i really gone over the lines?
troubled troubled troubled. its not that i would always like to post those emo stuff
but people just wouldn't let me go ):
now i believe rumors would really drown a person.
i am just a normal person leading a peaceful life, pursuing my own diploma cert.
but still...... yess i do agreed i am those who are really concern on how others sees and say abt me.
should i be thankful that i get to know? or.........
mayb i should be. atleast i can be more refine in my actions?
but to me its like,,,, you make me feel like i am some sort of............
am i bothering too much? why should i care what ppl sees me as?
as long as i know what i am doing right?
as a human instinct you sure cant surpass by not bothering at all!
sure it would affect you a little. but let me tell you it do affect me a lot.
nevermind! i shouldn't be beaten down!
ok i shouldn't shoot any person in my blog :D
anyway its been a really busy week with projects, assignments and catching up of lessons ):

i am seriously at the lost end ):
really hating for what my life is.
hiaz. millions and trillions of thoughts been running through my head.
what has actually caused to all these?
i am damn irritated. being asked to do stuff tt i am totally not willing at all!
i am thinking over and over again.
what have it been if i were to be back...
would i be treated as a unwanted partly?
i have been experiencing it a few times.
and i really hate it. but i have had no choice but turn into deaf ears and blind eyes ):
would it be as dreadful as i think it would be? or.........
its just one year down the road ): i am really getting worried ):

seriously i am very very tired. sometimes i really feel its so not worth it.
one word to descried " dishearten"
why have i yet to learned from my MANY experience?!

anyway i should not be thinking all these crap at this point of time right :D
have a busy busy busy week ): with projects lining up ):
jia you people! do take-care of your health and rest well well well :D

first week of semester 3 has just past.
as normal lesson was still just on refreshing on our memory so its not much.
only that we have a lot more projects ): 
anyway last Thursday went to somewhere at boon keng for yan's celebrations :D
its been a long long long time we have met up not really we lah its just me i guess:x
been a great time ar :D
last Saturday went sentosa cove for dunnoe what event,
anyway we are suppose to be archer but in the end being a bus attendant -.-
we just sit there stared into the space and look at the surrounding, talk , day dream and nap?
HAHA! ok so in short we rot there for 10 whole hours!
come to think of that i didnt really know how we manage to survive through that :x
as time was crawling slower that a tortoise!!
anyway  sentosa cove is a nice nice NICE place :D
i wish i could stay there too :s
HAHAH!!! dream on!

 

 

lets put a BIG full stop to all these crap :D

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